The hostel I stay in usually offer meals and since I can't eat some foods (tummy issues) I decided to order takeout on my first day stay. I'm not a very talkative person (probably awkward af) and I try to be social but it just turns into a very awkward situation. My roommate is some girl I've never met before till like 4 days ago and she and her friends seem pretty cool. Haven't made a lot of friends yet but it's fine. So I joined college a week ago and it's been great so far.
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I am that type of person that is always going to be real with people and she knows that. I don't want her to think i am trying to talk her out her feelings, i also don't want to make her sound guilty or anything like that, i don't want to sound like An Asshole either.
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What do you think she meant by that and what do you think might of happened? She said "We still talk a lil bit, I just needed some space" But to be honest i don't know how to really help her, i need to find the right words to have her move on and whatever they have wasn't real anymore. I asked what happened and she said "A lot of manipulation and mental abuse". Turns out it was her bestfriend (Jony) they were really close. Then i asked her what is causing all that and she said " I just got out of a really toxic friendship and it's been taking a huge toll on my emotions lately ". but idk, I've been sleeping a lot and idk why. She also hasn't been texting anybody that much and she hasn't been on social media that much, i asked her and she "said You're the first person to actually notice. I noticed she has been sleeping in all day until 5 or 6pm, and she goes to bed earlier then usual, it made no sense to me. I miss texting her more, laughing and having funny and enjoyable convos, where we texted more and she replied faster. but these past 7 days i feel like me and her were getting dry, like if our bond wasn't the same, like if something was wrong with her. she said me and her will rock together forever. She said i am like one of the realest people out there. me and her care and love eachother alot, she loves me because i always been there for her, and i always made her feel better, she said she wouldn't know what she do without me. I met her in middle school and me and her still text ALOT, like everyday. So there is this girl i have a big crush on, (not dating) I'm not ready to ask her out yet. We're broken up now and my friend still comes around but he dosnt seem like a real friend he says I would never do that, and then bragged to me the other day about how he hooked up with a chick who has a boyfriend. Ok my girlfriend ended up leaving me because of all this she told me that they never talked at all. I ended up asking my girlfriend and my friend a ton of times if what I was feeling like they were hooking up was real No no no your insane and insecure. Time passed then more stuff like I pulled into the grocery mart parking lot and there sitting there talking. I asked them both if anything was goin on I felt like an idiot when they both said no. Other things like they had exchanged phone numbers without me knowing. Long story short, situations happend like me and my buddy hanging in the garage and him saying goodbye and then an hr later I go upstairs and he's sleeping on the floor next to the couch we're my girlfriend is sleeping.
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My friend would always come over and hang with me, after a while him coming over turned into a everyday thing. My life, like all lives, mysterious, irrevocable, sacred, so very close, so very present, so very belonging to me.My girlfriend and I were happy together had a dog lived together and talked of marriage.
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That seeing the fish beneath the surface of the water would be enough, that it was everything. I knew only that I didn't need to eat with my bare hands anymore. Now in 9 years, that man and I would have a son named Carver and a year later, a daughter named after my mother, Bobbi. I'll marry a man in a spot almost visible from where I was standing. Thankyou, I thought over and over again, for everything the trail had taught me and everything I couldn't yet know.Ĭheryl: Now in 4 years, I'd cross this very bridge. After I lost myself in the wilderness of my grief, I found my own way out of the woods.Ĭheryl: And I didn't even know where I was going until I got there, on the last day of my hike. It took me 4 years, 7 months and 3 days to do it, without her. Cheryl: It took me years to be the woman my mother raised.